Going back

I need your prayers.
There is now a possibility that my trip will be canceled.
To even think about this option hurts. I want to go back.
There is so much for me to learn still. I pray that my time there is not over
and done with. I can't share the details with you but the trip is in jeopardy right now.

Plans if I do go:
I will first help with whatever needs to be done. Cooking, dishes, washing, feeding, cleaning what ever I can help with. Then on the side I feel that I have a gift of leading people in recreation/games and art. This is my gift to share. This is what I have to offer. I would not only like to lead the children but to teach my skills to others so they might carry on with this joy once I'm gone. This is what I feel called
to do. Programing with the children and caretakers ofdevelopmentary appropriate art/recreation projects to do with young children. How to teach this. This is more for in my future, not this trip, but I will get my feet wet and see what it's like.

This trip will to be to fix myself and to grow closer to God. I need to learn what it means to put full trust in the Lord, for Him to provide and protect. This is how I feel. All I want to do is to give my love. To love the children. To find the invisible ones. To listen and learn.

pray that this will work out and if not that I will understand God's reasoning.